My one problem that I am feeling at the moment is that.... I am not grasping all my college work - some subjects are crazy awesome and others are going no where slowly. This is a problem, because I get told that Btech level is super scary - which it is, but also I should be at a level to understand and get high marks, which I feel is impossible sometimes.
Another scary thought to the growing up - will I get a job one day (next year)! This is scary... I feel that your last year should be memorable, and I fully understand a Btech level can not be all fun and games!
I suppose all of this feels like a roller coaster ride sometimes. And everywhere I look are quiz's that say "are you in the right field", "Is PR for you" and I wonder "well is it?", but then I think who is a quiz to judge me about what career to go in? So what you get a low mark for that one test - we can't get everything we want, right? Life is too short to stress about things that are beyond your control, well that's what I have learnt, and only this year!
I feel that because it is my last year I want to take on all that I can do, and make sure it is perfect before I can't rely on marks to get me through life anymore. I take on extra college work and assistant jobs to make sure that I am not just another PR student that walked the journey of the degree... BUT a student that showed their full potential and helped where I could. I want to be remembered for being a good PR student, and one that was never difficult or lazy to work with.
I must admit I am feeling a bit emotional with realizing that I will no longer be a student and see my friends everyday from November. It's a sad thought...
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